my life is full of days in which i push creativity to the envelope.. why?? then.. there are moments.. that are slight.. tiny.. and minute..

miniature moments.. i suppose they are less than a few minutes.. in which i feel.. i might be so overcome by sadness.. that i will scream out to the top
of my lungs.. in that moment.. all i try to do is not scream.. because i lose myself.. and am petrified of what i did.. when i come out of that moment..

i glance around.. all is well.. i've done it!!! i didn't scream.. no one is staring at me.. no sirens.. just another normal day..

in my life..